Hair color: I know it was black. WAS.
Eye color: I don’t know
Height: He’s definitely taller than me
Body type: Ahm, he became thinner, I guess
Weight: He’s heavy. 
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High school stereotype: The good guy?
Athletic or smart: Both
Tall and skinny or short and toned: Tall and toned
Religious views: He’s a Catholic
I am definitely infatuated by Edward Cullen. I know very well that he’s a fictional character. But I am comparing him to someone mortal, who dazzles me as well.
Thinking about it, he is one of the best guys I’ve ever known. I won’t consider him as a best friend practically because I have a crush on him. And sadly, he knows but tries to be oblivious about it. It’s also not that easy to not help but like him more because of his perfectly flawed characteristic. I know he is aware that I have been crushing on him since a year ago, but he became very polite not to be mayabang or pasikat about it.
I barely talked to him for the last few months. And I have realized something that made me consider to talk to him again. If God would want him for me, then He will give me this guy at the right time. And if this guy isn’t for me, then God just wants him to be one of those people that will look out for me.
I’m very happy that I am seeing him this way again. Not the kind that I make iwas of him and try to alter my activities just to try to stay away. But it didn’t do me any good. I know, that in the right time, everything will be easier for me to understand that God works in super mysterious ways and that He won’t allow something or someone to hurt or harm me in the most unlikely way.
Yeah. I know a vampire should dazzle me.
Tags: crush, messages, realized, vampire, wasn't that bad
