Rants and Raves: Friends

I’m going to do some blabbing now and you better listen. I am in a very depressing situation. I will be an emo just for this post. I know that I have many people to go with. I mean, they accompany me in going to some place I need to go to. It was until now that I realize that I am in a state of deprivation. A deprivation of friends.

Sometimes, I feel their presence. And sometimes I don’t. They share my table when it is full, and they abandon me when it is empty. They are with me while receiving compliments. But when negative things are being thrown at me, they ignore me like they’ve never met me. Tell me, are friends suppose to be like that? My point is this: They are just taking me for granted.

Now, with my current problem, I don’t have anyone to talk to. I don’t have anyone to share my problems with. Come to think of it, I was better of starting with no friends at all than going down in my present condition. Feeling betrayed and feeling so down.

I can count my true friends by the fingers in my hands. Yes, they are only a few. But at least, i know that they won’t betray me. And will stay with me no matter what life throws at me. I know that they are ready to be my vanguard when all the negative things are trying to put me down. I know that even if I am mortified in front of others, they will still be there.

Maybe you are thinking now, have you been a good friend of mine?

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